Long

It’s been so long since we’ve been able to talk;

So long that I wonder yet again what you see in front of you

I even realized that I was aiming  too high and

that the perfume from your hands, now laying on mine,

its almost like a bless – such a small gift for a crazy man

It’s been so long since the first glass of wine,

or the glass of coke, or… since the world, as I see now

Yet there’s one world, one small universe, I’m still so far from

and I’m almost frightened I will never get to know

Only if for one night…

I feel the stars are falling and I am falling also,

since stars were my last home, my… meditation _refuge

_ I’m actually giving it up – for other souls to take it _over_

I know now that this world has reached as far as it could get –

And the refuge I need is right here… so close… closer,

and yet, so far…

But I’m not giving up! I will fight! I want to fight for!

I’m hiding between words and babbles and nonsense;

and words are easy to follow, yet do you see?

Will you see where I fail again and again, to discover…

Will you show? Will you open this world to me?

I stay again, in front of you, waiting; A wanderer

in search for a universal key… I dare not to ask again

_What do you see?  _

_ I hope…

But most of all, I crave… _