long

It’s been so long since we’ve been able to talk;
So long that I wonder yet again what you see in front of you
I even realized that I was aiming  too high and
that the perfume from your hands, now laying on mine,
its almost like a bless – such a small gift for a crazy man

It’s been so long since the first glass of wine,
or the glass of coke, or… since the world, as I see now
Yet there’s one world, one small universe, I’m still so far from
and I’m almost frightened I will never get to know

Only if for one night…

I feel the stars are falling and I am falling also,
since stars were my last home, my… meditation refuge
I’m actually giving it up – for other souls to take it over
I know now that this world has reached as far as it could get –
And the refuge I need is right here… so close… closer,
and yet, so far…

But I’m not giving up! I will fight! I want to fight for!
I’m hiding between words and babbles and nonsense;
and words are easy to follow, yet do you see?
Will you see where I fail again and again, to discover…
Will you show? Will you open this world to me?

I stay again, in front of you, waiting; A wanderer
in search for a universal key… I dare not to ask again
What do you see?  

 I hope…
But most of all, I crave…